Seems about right

It is gray and dreary today. At some point this afternoon, it will begin raining for the five hundred millionth time this year. But that’s okay with me, because this weather pretty well matches my mood. I have been feeling so dragged down and tired lately. A sense of obligation and desire to get my day started are usually enough to get me out of bed in the morning, but lately I’ve just felt completely incapable of getting up early and getting things done. I hurt my back (probably from doing too many massages while inexplicably exhausted), and just moving around the house and doing small tasks is enough to make it spasm. It is very frustrating.

I haven’t been blogging (as you can obviously see), I haven’t been writing, and I haven’t started studying for the GRE, which is really what I need to be doing right now. I haven’t even been doing much reading lately. I desperately need to go to the library and get some new books, but I just keep saying, “oh, I’ll go tomorrow.” Tomorrow comes, and I don’t go.

I’m giving myself to the end of this week to keep feeling pathetic and lazy, but after that, I really need to get my energy back on track. Enough of this tired boredom. I’m going to start by getting back to more regular blogging.

For now, I leave you with a photo of an adorable puppy.

{via The Animal Blog}

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